i am extremely frustrated.
that's all i really have to say. i don't particularly want to go on here and depress anyone, but sometimes, you just can't help but wonder if there was a big, fucking mistake made along the way. you can't help but wonder "what if?" and "if only..."
it's gotta be tough, when everything you've ever known as right, and good is completely swept out from under you. when you have nothing left to believe in, and the blows just get lower and lower. when the person you should be able to trust wholeheartedly is apparently incompetent, overtly insensitive, and outright stupid.
and where is the reasoning in all of this? where is the logic, and whose is it? why do these things happen as they do? why is the solution so close, so tangible, yet never realized due to the same, fucking, roadblock? why do you have to compromise so much? i'm sure i seem like i complain a lot, but i don't fucking care. some things just aren't right.
i'm sorry. i wish i could take it all away. i wish i could make it all better.
things might be so different.
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There is nothing that a homicidal rampage can't help go away.
run away with me.
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